Wow, I have a lot to learn about commitment and loyalty, because I sure haven't learned anything about keeping a website updated. I apologize for saying "sorry" over and over, but I do want to say that it may or may not get any better. I'm just being honest; I kind of feel like a failure.
But, as I was reminded today, faliure is the lack of success. Success, in the world's eyes, is the accomplishment of an aim or goal, the attainment of popularity or profit. I feel like a failure with no chance of success. But I just graduated high school, I have a full time job that I love, I have a great family and close friends. I have what most people would call success, and I agree. I think God has a different plan of success for my life. I don't need a lot of money, a fancy car, or big house. I need to fail at something to learn a lesson. I need to lose something so I know how hard to work to get it again. I need to be at the bottom so I appreciate the feeing of being on top. I have enjoyed most every minute of the past few months pushing me to success but I know I can't stay here long, hard times are coming and I may feel like a failure. God has reminded me to "count it all joy" because he "works all things together for the good of those who love the Lord". I am am not a failure. I am a successful failure. And that's all there is for now..I'm working out the failure (of this website) Comments are closed.
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October 2017
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