Have you ever had those moments where the light bulb just clicks or you feel like something just smacks you in the face? Well, this morning I had one, and boy, did I ever need it. For the past few days, I've been super busy with school and sports, as well as church stuff so I haven't had time to blog or really give anything fun or hobby-like any attention. I had a bad attitude about not writing a new blog, not being able to lay in my bed at night and watch YouTube videos, even about not being able to just clean my room (which still needs to be done, btw).
And on top of all that, my attitude when I got up this morning was horrible. My volleyball team had a game in Salisbury, NC, last night, and I was just worn out when I got home. This morning I had to work, and I didn't know what to expect with new management and leadership, plus I only work one day a week right now, so I miss a lot of changes and information. I really didn't want to go to work and deal with my co-workers, and even though I needed the money, at that very moment I did not care the least bit. So you can imagine the bundle of joy I was when I woke up. After I got up, and put my contacts in, I went into the kitchen to take my thyroid medicine where Mom was cooking breakfast. I told her that I didn't feel like going to work, and wanted to call-out...she looked me in the eye, and said, "Abby, you need to pray, and ask God to give you a new attitude about work, and help you get through the day". and that's what I did...I walked back into my room and asked God to change my heart and attitude about work today. And guess what? He did! It was like a new Abby had woke up and started getting ready for work. Now, many things happened today that affected my attitude and could have hindered me from experiencing what God had in store for today, but I had to remember this morning's prayer and the promise that I made God: 'God, I promise I'll try to have a good attitude and remember the real reason I'm living today...to glorify you'. And there it was, the slap in the face I mentioned earlier: JUST BECASUE I HAD A BAD ATTITUDE AND DIDN'T GET MY WAY, DIDN'T MEAN I STOPPED GLORIFYING AND REPRESENTING GOD. Boom! I never become not-a-Christian...I'm always supposed to glorify Him, and I will ALWAYS need His hand of guidance in my life (attitude, words, actions, decisions). so there it is, my very long thought for the day. enjoy and I'll be back soon. :) Have you ever thought about how much you are worth? Or how much you cost to someone? I'm sure you've been insecure about yourself at least once, and thought that no one ever thought of you as beautiful or precious. Well, good news: you aren't alone & there is someone who loves and values you beyond compare to anything in this world. bad news: if you haven't felt like that, you probably will. and if you have, it will most likely happen once or twice again. Satan never misses a chance to tempt and frustrate us with what we think about ourselves.
This topic has been on my mind for a while now, and just recently have I had the confidence to even put my thoughts into words, especially onto this blog. As I've mentioned, I am a loud, outspoken kind of girl, which means that I don't exactly have a complete "gentle and quiet spirit" as God mentions in the Bible. Those that know me are probably laughing and agreeing with me right now. Anyways, the following verses have really been a conviction of mine for a while. They have really opened my eyes to the changing and revising that must take place in my spirit and personality. **1 Peter 3:3-5 (NLT): Don't be concerned about the outward beauty of fancy hairstyles, expensive jewelry, or beautiful clothes. You should clothe yourself with the beauty that comes from within, the unfading beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is so precious to God. This is how the holy women of old made themselves beautiful. They put their trust in God and accepted the authority of their husbands."** Once again, even typing those words remind me of how self-centered and ungrateful I have been today about the way God made me and the personality he has given me. I want to encourage each of you to accept who God has made you to be: the beautiful, precious, and much valued daughter of the King that you are. Be open to the verses above and consider these thoughts: it doesn't matter the clothes you have, the braids of your hair, or the ring on your finger...what matters is the spirit others around you notice and feel when you speak and act, that which is precious to the Lord. I know I'll be more conscious of the inner AND outward beauty God has blessed me with...(I'm still working on the "gentle and quiet spirit"). Abby Today, I start my last week of summer, and begin the count down to senior year! I've got so many things to do before the 11th in order to have a smooth last first week of school.
I'm sorry I haven't blogged in a few days but it's been crazy! On Saturday, my family and I traveled home from our vacation in Georgia, and I just have to thank the Lord for our safety. Traffic was very heavy and congested, and it's only by a few cars that we missed an accident! We swerved off into the median along with many other cars to avoid a bigger mess in the end. It honestly scared me; it was my first time coming that close to an accident. Sunday's are always busy for my family, and quite honestly, I may not blog on that day unless of certain circumstances. Our church went back to a one service schedule with one Sunday school, so there were a lot more people together than before. I was used to going to the early service, then Sunday School, and then either to work or home. Aside from the technicalities, 5 people prayed to receive Christ, ages rangin from 7- 70! One lady re- dedicated her life, and another couple joined the church! God is AwEsOmE! And on top of that, my dad made the announcement that we would be officially welcoming the Friars' into the church as the Father will become the associate pastor of administration....I think that's his title, anyways he'll be an answered prayer for many, and a tremendous asset to our ministry. I think it's funny that the pastor's last name is Frye (my dad) and the associate pastor's last name is Friar! Haha it's the reign of the Frye's/Friars..no I'm just kidding! Well, I must get ready for work, and volleyball practice which is right after work! Everyone enjoy you Monday! Oh, and since it was National Sisters Day yesterday, I'm posting a picture of my bestfriend who is my sister I never got and a picture of me and my brother. 😊 |
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